Once when Reb Chaim Vital returned to the Arizal without his desired spiritual results, the Ari told him to go again the next night and do the same thing over. This is the path I followed tonight, I returned to Rebbe Meir Baal Hanais, the Rambam and others. I added on this venture the holy Matriarcs. I also decided to share some of my travels with you and there is about 27minutes of video but I might edit it down to 10. (Camera needs replacement, having sound problems now also)
I see that with normal actions, I cannot break through this barrier which I face so I am trying to break it through prayer and Tzaddikim. So may it be Hashem’s will.