A look into my life: I work all day & in the afternoon I close up shop for 2 hours & I go to one of the holiest places in the world & I put all my work & troubles behind me. I study quickly to try to make up for loss time from working & I have my tefillin on for added holiness. When I return home, I am back to work again half the night. If I have any strength left, I go out at chatzos, midnight & I sometimes will take out my pipe & a tehillim and try to disapear into another realm. Whatever I am doing, my rule is to put my entire mind & heart into it so B’H everything is successful & on shabbos & sunday.. I relax.
Meanwhile, I am trying to partner off my business with the condition that as soon as it is running well, I will be able to devote my tell completely to Torah study. I’m stuck paying off old debts still and pray for the extra funds I need to purchase a new home as we currently live in a small rental with no space. Hashem will soon help!